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幻彩紫天蝎July 21 nothing at allI know when she's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize Its over
It's not the way i choose to live
But something, somewhere's got to give You know i'd fight for you
But how can i fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you Now i want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair Cause i want it all or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom It's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all There are times it seems to me I'm sharing you in memories I feel it in my heart But i don't show it, show it Then there's times you look at me As though in all that you can see Those times i don't believe its right I know it, know it Don't make me promises Baby you never did know how to keep them well I've had the rest of you Cause you and i Could lose it all if you've Got no more room No room inside for me in your life It's time to show and tell May 29 Bitch--Sharon stone The other day I was chatting with a friend, when she sent me a website, whose content was just appalling. It was Sharon Stone’s chauvinistic comment over the disastrous earthquake in Sichuan. In great anger, I watched the video clip. Want to know my words about Sharon Stone? She is such a “BITCH”! I knew she was a bitch but I didn’t know she is such a bitch!!
In an interview with a Hongkong Cable TV, Sharon Stone terms the Sichuan Earthquake as a Karma. Look at this word, Karma?! If there were God, he would not bear such bullshit! Fool-proof truth is that, earthquake does not happen just in China. It happens every day and everywhere throughout this world. A natural disaster is a natural disaster, regardless of race, religion and politics. Sichuan Earthquake is one, so is Hurricane Katrina. If Sichuan were God-condemned, I would assume that God must hate Americans too.
Sharon Stone has a right not to like the Chinese government, but she has no right to make herself such a "ji nv""bitch"to the Chinese people. After all, it is not the Chinese people who are to blame for the alleged accusation. The Chinese, like many other peoples in various cultures, are hard-working, generous and kind-hearted. Any proud people would not brook such chauvinistic talk. Her comment over the recent Sichuan Earthquake does not only make herself a chauvinist, but a fool as well.
Being a friend to the Dalailama does not change the fact that she is a shameless slut, who got her name known to the world by exposing her “basic instinct”. I do not blame myself for “liking” her body, but I do blame myself for not knowing she is such “whore”. Now I know behind that pretty face and body lies an ugly soul. 。。。。。。。。 May 11 Dear God Now that I am no longer young, I have friends whose mothers have passed away. I have heard these sons and daughters say they never fully appreciated their mothers until it was too late to tell them.
I am blessed with the dear mother who is still alive. I appreciate her more each day. My mother does not change, but I do. As I grow older and wiser, I realize what an extraordinary person she is. How sad that I am unable to speak these words in her presence, but they flow easily from my pen. How does a daughter begin to thank her mother for life itself? For the love, patience and just plain hard work that go into raising a child? For running after a toddler, for understanding a moody teenager, for tolerating young girl who knows everything? For waiting for the day when a daughter realizes her mother really is? How does a grown woman thank for a mother for continuing to be a mother? For being ready with advice(when asked ) or remaining silent when it is most appreciated? For not saying:”I told you so”, when she could have uttered these words dozens of times? For being essentially herself—loving, thoughtful, patient, and forgiving? Actually I don’t know how, dear God, except to bless her as richly as she deserves and to help me live up to the example she has set. I pray that I will look as good in the eyes of my children as my mother looks in mine.
January 29 ？？？有些人的人生是完美无憾的，有些人的人生则是残缺不全，我的人生一直以来都有失落，很多东西也是我无法预料和掌握的！....然而有一种痛，只有自己知道。那是掩藏在笑容背后的眼泪，而另一种痛，则是掩藏在心灵深处的落寞与无助。这些痛也只能让我自己来承担。。。。。
哭了，就这样让泪水流出。累了。。就这样睡了，心底的委屈不知道向谁倾诉。忧伤没有好一点 反而委屈又再次的来作祟，你曾说过的你会好好的珍惜可是你并没有实现这个本来就很荒唐的承诺。 我还能有自己的选择吗。我想我已经无路可退了，在我的面前只有一条连我自己的都不知道该不该走的路 翻开旧的日记本，竟然还有你的存在，握着那些熟悉的照片，我只能选择把脸埋进自己的两臂里,我试图平抚心里的波动,可我控制不了自己，就任眼泪这么流着... 你知道吗？我一直过着属于你的生活，为什么？为什么你把痛写在我的心里，而不是我的脸上，那样的话我会被他们的眼神感悟，被朋友的劝慰感触。你在我的心里留下的太多太多，我竟然找不到属于我自己的空间。如果把心掏出来仍然能够生存的话，我宁愿把这颗不属于我的心还给你，永远的拿去，粉碎也好，收留也罢，那是你的选择。。可是时间却已经证明这颗不死的心已经死在了你的手中了。。。。。 December 12 /记得我们在一起的时候，你对我说过，你会为了我付出一起，而当时你问我：你呢你会吗？我没吭声，为此你一小时都没有理我。可是现在你知道不知道，我为了你，我已经付出了我的全部，真的快筋疲力尽了。如果你真的知道，如果你没有走，你回来好不好。我不会生你的气，我们一起好好的过日子。好不好 October 30 痛~~每个人的生命总会有奇迹。却每个奇迹总会有流不完的感情泪，每个人的人生都会有故事，却不一定每个故事都会有生命。 .那时的幸福和欢笑,辛酸与泪水已不再是一种感觉了，因为这样一个结局对于我来说是一种解脱,到不如说是无情伤害的开始……故事中的一幕幕旧情节仿佛像幻灯片一样在脑海中重复放映，回想情人节的水晶之恋,落魄街头洗车攒钱,发酵粉的面条卤,圣诞节的假雪花,通县的蜡染斑点狗,我们曾经的地下宫殿,笑声仿佛还回荡在耳边....陈亦讯的圣诞节,张学友的忘了哭,陈小东的比我幸福,张震岳的爱我别走，陶哲的爱很简单,何润东的没有我你怎么办…..记得吗?我曾经问过你,五音不全的人为什么到可以把难的歌唱的不走调,你说:因为这些每一个都是你听到上百遍的歌….然而现在,同样的歌还在播放,可听歌的人却只剩下我一个... ,为什么同样的一个歌现在听起来却是另一番滋味.为什么你要去一个让我找不到你的地方,为什么去一个离我那么远的地方.你这样无情地落下我向新的天地迈去,我真的想知道你没有了我,你在那个地方怎么办….我一直相信着永远， 然而你的离去，让我彻底的忘记了什么是天长地久。同时也令我觉得生命是如此的简单，为什么命运要总是如此残酷无情的来对你…. 与他的一起追赶的片段都已经随着他的离去而被带走，以为自己拼凑的浪漫也随风而走！恍惚这一切都已经不属于我的，只属于流逝的时间的。想起这一切，那些过往，那些温暖对于我来说都是一种冰冷的刺激。
你到底在哪。。。。“爱我别走”。。。。你还能听得到吗？。。。。。 August 19 渺茫不知道 为什么自己会变成现在这样
不知道 每天到底活着是为了什么
不知道 自己明天会是什么样 会做什么事
不知道 何时自己也会和那些猝死的人一样。
。。。 时间。。。dida..dida...dida。。。。死亡。 |
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